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Note: The text ahead may make no sense whatsoever and tht’s pretty ironic since it’s all about logic….so if you’ll read ahead with a mind to understand something then think again :-D

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Was listening to a team mate of mine as he explained how the different musical instruments were mixed after recording using that signal mixing console. I asked him about adjusting the ‘bass’ and ‘treble’ levels and that what in God’s name were those two knobs for.

He launched in on a summarized explanation of how the low, deep notes like that of drums are controlled by playing with the ‘bass’ while high pitched, shrill sounds sometimes like that of guitars are smoothed over by the ‘treble’…As he carried on about how the inputs should just match the range set for any of these or other options…my mind flicked through the graphs and figures in  Digital Signal Processing and the responses of various filters that we studied in them.

I smiled in spite of myself coz i had always loved those subjects that made logical sense :-P   I remember i was in eternal awe of ‘Digital Logic Design’. A friend and I were making ‘4-way traffic signal’ for our DLD project and for the life of me i couldn’t understand how to convert the zeroes and ones into blinking , working lights…..until the journey from deciding logical states to truth tables, then equations and k-maps gave us our circuit…amazing!! the natural highs could be so damn exhilerating!.. The world of digital electronics has always mesmerized me because at the base of it lies the simple concept of presence or absence of a signal, very precisely timed. There is that software to hardware interfacing along with the tiny wonder machines called microprocessors and Digital signal processors that could do something as simple from sending a signal to an LED to acting as a complex speech transaltor… but at the base of these all lies the logic which tells when to or when not to send a signal.

In mathematics it’s a zero or one, in Computing a bit and in physical world a mere switch that turns on or off according to the defined patterns and that brings me to the wonder of having just the ‘right’ pattern…the proper sequence can regulate something as ordinary as accounting, tagging and shelfing of books to something as complex as booting of a pc…so at the apex of it or at the root of it all lies the sequence in which one command follows another.

I’m so keyed up now that i can’t even put together a decent and literarily respectable sentence to express my admiration for the magic, the tricks that logic and numbers are capable of…. I dont know if there is even a central idea to this post…it’s just a random set of words to pay my ode to virtual world of bits and frequencies that are making the companies run, control engineering the milk that goes into tetra packs, refreshing your monitor every fraction of a millisecond and ofcourse teaching u to be v careful and sure coz small mistakes in this environment mean big troubles in our world!!

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Note: This piece of article is basically intended for young women and ladies of my age group but well no harm if guys read and drop their valuable :-P comments too

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It’s my last month here at TPS and I have been working forever more diligently than this past year…guess the feeling of no strings attached sort of gives you the boost and liberty to work at ease. Deciding to quit my job wasn’t an easy decision and I am sure most of us ladies out there face this confusion when they are getting married and are unsure of almost everything :-) …But to me this is the right decision!….and this does not mean that I advocate ladies sitting at home and doing nothing besides cooking and putting goop on their faces :-) ….

No my point of view is merely that when u are starting into a life, u ought to give it ur full, undivided attention so that u can understand the novelty of it all and mould yourself accordingly. Many of my friends and colleagues suggested I should have taken an extended leave…but I thought that knowing that I had this thing at my back I would be more prone to cling to it and if I ended up resigning anyway at the end of leave that would be like breaching a commitment I had made with my firm of returning back while they held my position and hire no new resources…. It’s like maybe these two to three months while you enjoy the roasts and drinks at wedded blitz parties thrown for you, someone out there might just be looking desperately for a means to earn his or her bread.

Office life is like a full time thing, it requires you give it it’s due attention unaware of the sliding hands of the clock or wondering if you ironed your husband’s evening clothes or not:-P Well no I am not sure if that always happens because I have seen many a smart ladies, married, who work at office and at home….but I have seen myself…I work at office and yeah man enjoy the luxuries at home….Akhir piari Amma hain na :-D  

Argh this article seems to be only opening up more arguments than I am bracketing close…and I only just wanted to say that if you have confidence in your abilities and potential and are lucky enough to develop an understanding with your partner later on and decide that you can juggle two or more responsibilities then you should not be very much afraid of leaving your job initially…..because you can always get another one :-D …..or your current employers can always hire you back when u are ready. Also in the meanwhile there are always those great freelance opportunities that you can work for right from home….Oh there are a dozen things that you can do, provided you have that… umm… ‘gumption’ (hehe thnx Saqib for the addition to my vocab) to not let your brilliant brain go to waste….. It’s just that in the beginning I think the new people with whom u are getting associated should be given that prime importance and respect because they are making you their prime object of attention….and as things go by….as time flies you can always get what you want provided you always have the purity of intention, thoughts and will :-)

 

The reason I gave up on Accounting and Economics was that I just could not stand the thought of measuring the worth of everything for its monetary value. Calcualting the goodwill and efficiency of an employee and adding it to the company’s gross income filled me with disgust for all the subjects of finance…..but lets not be too hasty to judge my point of view….for, a thought process a few days back had somewaht smudged my sharp opinions.

Money has never been a thing of prime importance to me and wanting to be in possession of new toys, gadgets or accessories never been my habit…yet this can easily be owed to the fact that I always get the things of basic necessity and continual luxury unasked for. My Baba and Amma have made sure that there is nothng left in life that their children could say “Ah i Wish…” for and to that end sooner or later all sorts of things have been provided to us. It is said that you can seldom know the importance of anything unless you have experienced the absence or loss of it…so Alhamdulillah not having experienced those deep pangs of craving for the material things, i have always thoughts the people who are running after cellphones, old, cars, ipods or what nots as….well silly. I thought they did not know that to be happy you just need to have around you the right people at the right time and a lot of creativity.

But few days ago, with this crash in the value of Rupee i had a revelation on me…what if the dollars account really did freeze and people who have their paychecks coming in the foreign currency could not get their month’s worth of dough to buy their bread and butter?? ….. A person who earns and i mean earns faithfully…collects each penny almost literally at the expense of a drop of perspiration of his/her brow. So what if a month’s salary should be held back?…

What if a fan bought by a peddlar’s collected tens and fivers suddenly breaks down?

What if an old, old beggar finds enough strength to buy himself a rs 25 bun kebab and he falls somewhere and loses his sole source of sustenance down a drain??

What if? and these what ifs can ruin the peace of your mind but alas they keep you conscience and common sense alive. It is this thought of losing the things that are vital in life to be able to live respectably or simply…just live that makes ‘money’ such a holy obsession…because it’s money that buys…and though it can not buy happiness it can atleast buy us the articles that may induce that feeling.

I still don’t find it in me to give money that apex for being the propeller behind a smooth life but i do respect it’s stature and am scared of it’s power….It’s is no man’s friend.

So whenever i am allowed to exercise my right to choose the little comforts of life i ponder, assess and analyze the resources and then apply it to the fullest …because today i can tomorrow i may not….Yet i try never to make them my means to survive….they are because of me, i am not because of them!!

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Thought of the Day by Me :-P

Things of temporary and fluctuating values can never be held on to…and i believe human can always adapt so let’s hold on to something timeless and eternal….like faith and love!!

If we could but just eliminate the last option: “Giving Up!” …. then we would never and i repeat Never fail…yeah we may balk or get slow due to the friction and viscousity of the opposing current but yes if we Persevere and then revel and even take the tiniest of achievments as our inspirations…you know we’ll reach far….

Failure is simply a state of mind… it’s a delusion because as it is…we never lose…we always gain…either by getting what we want or even by not gettting what we want since enroute to whatever status we are on…there are many small lessons that are learned along the journey…and atleast for me, personally the journey counts as much as the destiny itself….

So if i keep on trying and trying and trying….. atleast some day I’ll find the solution to a problem, a brain teaser, a bug……..ah yes it’s good to not give up and stick on to those tiny little streaks of hope that keep feuling your mind and keep life interesting :-)

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And there is definitely a rush, a natural hihg you get from solving some mind boggling puzzle…I love mathematics :-D

‘Ma!’….I croaked and curled into a ball as the feverish feeling tightened its clutches…

 ‘Jee Mera bacha, Meri Jaan’ My mother leapt up from her tired slumber to hold me tight in her warm embrace and soothe my all hurting and aching self….

 Comforted by the love of Mom’s arms and crooning of her soft voice…I fell into a deep sleep after some time….

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I was massaging my mom’s feet and then alternately pressing her legs and arms to bring down the pain that was shooting through her body. I pressed my forefingers of each hand on her temples and moved them in a circular fashion to do away with her sharp bursts of headaches….The little one held her hand comfortingly and my strong brother stood by ready to take her to the doctor if need be…..we were all their for her, with her….

 Writhing in pain she said: “Ma……”

 ………………. something went slicing through our hearts………………

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Ok so being mellow won’t pump up that adrenaline that is needed to keep my eyelids from meeting their other ends :-D if i have been in sweet attachment with Junaid Jamshed’s voice then Ali Azamat n his Junoon has had me mesmerized for these past two or three years….

For some times these last two years i have been so addicted to ‘Mitti‘ by Junoon/Ali Azamt…and listening to it even now …I can still feel that power of spell binding charm pulsate through me :-D …. Still love it!

…..Khwab hain jo

teri meri ankhon main

saray mitti main mil jayen gay..

bhoolo na…bhoolo na………

Almighty has given Junaid Jamshed some voice….sweet, melodious and on the whole very soothing…his ‘Aitebar’ has been one of my all time favorites…and right now its mellow beat and rythm bring me so much peace while working that i almost have tears in my eyes…yeah i said ‘almost’ but not quite :-D

They dreamt of a utopia 

A perfect heaven

Where birds chirped free

And gulls danced with glee

Where a tear, if dropped

Was caught by many hands

Where a lonely heart, if sighed

Where a child in pain, if cried

Was given a piece of time

To hear out all the grief

and put every mind at peace

 

They envisioned a life

Where hands joined

To lift up what had fallen

To retrieve what was stolen

Where faith was

The one, the only language

And patience the only law

The emotions, genuine and raw

Where they all sang one tune

and danced in this blessed boon

 

Yet what they thought

They didn’t get it all

But whatever is quite whole?

And broken as they are

They still call

The hope that comes and spawns

Inspiration that sparks, clings on

And so they vow and ascend

To see it till the end

They limp, they tumble

They get up and walk again

Never letting go ‘coz

They had dreamt of a utopia

And dreams can never be

Lost, given up

Dreams can never be set free..

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Well if you haven’t already guessed, I wrote this one specially for the upcoming ‘Independance Day’ whose glory has been sadly fading more each day :-(

But Long Live PAKISTAN

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Headaches are a bad thing…not that any types of aches are good :-)

so anyways this isn’t about  aches and pains and crams or anything that hurtful at all, this is about happy things :-)  Yesterday was a good day…a miracle day of sorts…comes out that yesterday we got our appraisal feedbacks whihc i had long forgotten and lost hope of anyway :-D

The thing is keh once you are engaged to be married the authorities in the office hardly put much care into your performance and upgrading…uh did i mention that this is the case if u are a female??? So anyways that’s why i wasn’t really waiting for my appraisal letter or anything…. but Lo and behold!! a mmulti recepient message on VYpress flashed acrossour screens announcing that our patience was finally to be paid off with the fruits we deserved :-D

Cutting a long story short! I got my level upgrading that means from level1 to level 2 oh it means i got a promotion (*Yowee!!*) and i got a nice raise, and i got eligible for a SIM and its allowance and ah the  cherry atop the sundae was the hefty bonus!!! (*Giggles….Giggles*)

Surprises such as these i can get used to ;-)

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